Made New

Caryn was free-spirited from her youth, seeking all the excitement the world had to offer. Unquenchable desires, wild adventures, and selfish ambitions ruled her life, yet her endeavors never brought lasting happiness.

No carnal pleasure, culture-filled travel, detoxifying yoga class, exotic drug, New Age retreat, or amount of money ever left her with genuine lasting spiritual or emotional contentment. Caryn’s parents tried to guide her, leveraging their Jewish heritage as a moral mentor, but she defiantly tossed her ethnicity aside. Why should she care about being a Jew?

Why would she choose Judaism over Hinduism and Buddhism, which she had been following? Unsatisfied by it all, Caryn eventually concluded that life had no meaning or purpose—until a series of supernatural events occurred and led her into the arms of Jesus (Yeshua), the Jewish Messiah, and back to her roots as a Jew.

Join Caryn in her jaw-dropping odyssey as she pursues all the indulgences of the world but finds the answers to life and death in a place she was told to avoid and in a book she was prohibited from reading.

This memoir may leave you speechless, will likely answer questions you have about your own faith, and will undoubtedly leave you wondering if it’s even possible to run from God.